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The Harrowing

by Balb Kubrox

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1.
Shame/Pain 02:09
AEONS OF TORMENT ETCHED INTO FLESH DEBILITATION UNABLE TO CONFESS YOU’VE COME IN LAST YOUR TIME HAS PASSED ALL THAT YOU’VE GAINED A LIFE OF SHAME AND PAIN CRIPPLING WEIGHT BEARING DOWN YOU’VE COME IN LAST YOUR TIME HAS PASSED ALL THAT YOU’VE GAINED A LIFE OF SHAME AND PAIN SHAME AND PAIN PAIN AND SHAME THE END RESULT’S THE SAME THIS WILL ALL END IN TEARS SUCCUMB TO ALL YOUR FEARS YOU’VE NOTHING LEFT TO GAIN ENTOMBED IN SHAME AND PAIN
2.
THE GLOOM IS APPROACHING THE FOG IS ROLLING FAST THE FOREBODING IS PALPABLE THE WEAKENING IS CAST ENERGY VAMPIRE ALL JOY IS RELEASED HUNTING FOR VICTIMS LIKE A GHOST AT THE FEAST A DEMON OF DOURNESS A MISERABLE BEAST DRAINING YOUR LIFE FORCE LIKE A GHOST AT THE FEAST FESTIVITIES ARE CANCELLED WEAKENING INCREASED WE SHALL EXHALT NOW WE’RE EXHAUSTED ALL HAIL THE GHOST AT THE FEAST ENERGY VAMPIRE ALL JOY IS RELEASED HUNTING FOR VICTIMS LIKE A GHOST AT THE FEAST A DEMON OF DOURNESS A MISERABLE BEAST DRAINING YOUR LIFE FORCE LIKE A GHOST AT THE FEAST FROZEN RIGID IN BOREDOM NEVER TO BE RELEASED ENCASED IN A TOMB OF MONOTONY ALL HAIL THE GHOST AT THE FEAST SOULS ARE SLOWLY CAPTURED SHRINKING PIECE BY PIECE THERE’S NO LIFE AND SOUL AT THIS PARTY NO MORE ALL HAIL THE GHOST AT THE FEAST THE GHOST AT THE FEAST
3.
PURE TERROR KNUCKLES ARE WHITENING DREAD AND FEAR A WORLD SO FRIGHTENING ASK NOT WHERE THIS HAS COME FROM OR WHY IT’S HAPPENING THE ONE QUESTION IS IF YOU CAN SURVIVE THE HARROWING FROZEN IN HORROR NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO COLD DREAD SLIDES DOWN YOUR GULLET THE HARROWING ENVELOPS YOU ASK NOT WHERE THIS HAS COME FROM OR WHY IT’S HAPPENING THE ONE QUESTION IS IF YOU CAN SURVIVE THE HARROWING CAN YOU SURVIVE THE HARROWING?
4.
I’VE FUCKING HAD ENOUGH THIS CONSTANT DRONING SHIT I’VE FUCKING HAD ENOUGH I’VE FINALLY HAD ENOUGH OF IT WEAKENED BEYOND OBLIVION I’VE FUCKING HAD MY FILL THIS OMNIPRESENT FUCKING CRAP I’VE FUCKING HAD MY FILL I’M FUCKING READY TO SNAP WEAKENED BEYOND OBLIVION ANNOYED BEYOND REASON PISSED OFF BEYOND COMPREHENSION WEAKENED BEYOND OBLIVION
5.
TREPIDATION APPREHENSION MISERY ANXIETY THE GLASS IS EMPTY AGAIN HATED BY ALL MY FRIENDS WORST CASE SCENARIO, 24 HOURS A DAY STRESS LEVELS SET TO TEN ALL REASON IS THROWN OUT THE WINDOW ALL LOGIC IS CHUCKED IN THE BIN I CAN’T STOP THE SHIT THAT I’M THINKING I CAN’T STOP THIS HAPPENING AGAIN ALL HAIL THE DISASTER PLAN MAPPED OUT BY MY OWN HAND ETERNAL DOUBT WITH NO WAY OUT A BROKEN MIND CATASTROPHIZED CATASTROPHIZED FOREVER AWAITING DISASTER HOPE IN PERPETUAL DECLINE WHATS THE WORST THAT CAN HAPPEN? ITS BEEN PLAYED INSIDE MY HEAD A MILLION FUCKING TIMES I CAN’T GET A MOMENT OF RESPITE I CAN’T GET A SHRED OF REPRIEVE I CAN’T STOP THIS SHIT THAT I’M THINKING I CAN’T STOP THIS SHIT I BELIEVE ALL HAIL THE DISASTER PLAN MAPPED OUT BY MY OWN HAND ETERNAL DOUBT WITH NO WAY OUT A BROKEN MIND CATASTROPHIZED CATASTROPHIZED TREPIDATION APPREHENSION MISERY ANXIETY
6.
EYES RED WITH EMOTION INTERNAL WAR IN DOWNWARDS MOTION A DOWNWARDS FALL AND YOU’RE LEFT WITH NOTHING NOTHING AT ALL YOU’RE LEFT WITH NOTHING AND NOW YOU’RE GONE SEARCH FOR MEANING THROUGH VEILS OF BLIGHT IN JAWS OF SORROW ACCEPT YOUR PLIGHT AND YOU’RE LEFT WITH NOTHING NOTHING AT ALL YOU’RE LEFT WITH NOTHING AND NOW YOU’RE GONE SEARCH FOR MEANING THROUGH VEILS OF BLIGHT AN UNENDING ABSENCE OF LIGHT IN JAWS OF SORROW ACCEPT YOUR PLIGHT AN UNENDING ABSENCE OF LIGHT AN UNENDING ABSENCE OF LIGHT
7.
The Shadow 03:46
ABLAZE IN MY OWN HELL THIS ROTTING CORPSE-LIKE SHELL A BEING BEREFT OF PRIDE A HUSK THAT’S DEAD INSIDE THIS IS MY SHADOW IT WALKS WITH ME SUPPRESS IDENTITY I NEVER LOOK AT IT DREADING WHAT I’LL FIND FUTILE ATTEMPTS TO STEM THE TIDE ALL GOODNESS SHED LIKE SKIN A PATCHWORK OF GUILT AND SIN THOUGHT PROCESS WIRED ALL WRONG WHAT’S LEFT WHEN ALL IS GONE? WHAT’S LEFT WHEN ALL IS GONE? THIS IS MY SHADOW IT WALKS WITH ME SUPPRESS IDENTITY I NEVER LOOK AT IT DREADING WHAT I’LL FIND FUTILE ATTEMPTS TO STEM THE TIDE I FIND THE STRENGTH TO LOOK INSIDE PARTS OF ME I THOUGHT HAD DIED FEELING STRONGER BY THE HOUR AS THE SHADOW LOSES POWER A BRAND NEW START WITH NEWFOUND STRENGTH KEEPING THE SHADOW AT ARMS LENGTH

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Recorded at the Splatterhouse, May 2021 with no plan and little idea as to what I was doing.

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released January 14, 2023

All instruments, voices, noises, lyrics by Duncan Wilkins
Mastered by Mick Kenney

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Balb Kubrox Birmingham, UK

Blackened crust miserablism from West Brom.

All instruments by Duncan Wilkins of Mistress, Fukpig, Make Them Die Slowly, live Anaal Nathrakh infamy.

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